Pregnancy Update
So I’m currently almost at 3months into my pregnancy. With my first pregnancy being 10 years ago, it hasn’t been the easiest thing for me so far. I’ve had my share of nauseau and vomitting, lower back pain as well as lower pelvic pains, mood swings, etc. I’m not over any of that yet either. How I wish I was. Ugh..
Anyway, I’ve been reading up again on this whole pregnancy thing. For a few weeks now, I’ve read that I would go through these phases where I’d almost seem lunatic with all the changes in moods and feelings and the whole crying over nothing series. I was wondering how although I’ve been going through all the first trimester pains and difficulties, why I haven’t experienced any of these phases where I cry and then laugh and then cry all over. Well, today was my day. I bawled my eyes out for a few hours. It was all over the fact of:
1.how hard it’s been for me with all the headache, dizziness and vomitting,
2.the fact that I have to make myself believe I’m ok enough everyday to go into work just so I’d still have money to pay for bills,
3.how every time I wanna eat I just don’t know where or what I wanna eat or that when I crave something and I get it, I just end up throwing it all up after,
4.and then a little bit of pity was thrown in there a bit.
It was just a mix of things that was whirling inside of me. And it just reached a certain level I guess. And oh my, how it all poured itself out. Whew..
There..I think I feel better now. That’s it.
